it's been several months since i've updated my journal on here.
my newer stuff has been inspired a lot by my good friend, bodhi, who passed away in january.
it's been a difficult few months.
it's gotten easier to accept that life will go on without her, even though i sometimes wish it wouldn't.
i stopped modeling for a while.
i was just too sad.
i couldn't force a smile without looking ridiculous.
it's all going to be okay.
i believe there is a purpose for everything, and i see now why this had to happen.
although she's in a better place, i'd give anything just to touch her again.